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Saturday, June 30, 2007
Lets talk about me. i'm still alive ,so long didn't undate is because i have no mood doing that ..
Erm... this few day , i am quite dissppointed by myself,because i really don't know what am i doing..
i felt that world is unfair ,why do i say so is because ...
maybe i don't feel that people like me alot ..
i have alot of words which i do not like to say out,i do not want to hurt myself ..
O-level is coming ,i really hope that i can do well !
i remember zar told me that he want to get out nvss as soon as possible!
he say this place make him loss friends.. i agree ..
Our thinking is the same, since long ago i hope to get out here asap..
is this world belong to you ?No!
i don't know others, but i know that if i didn't left malaysia,i will become another person,which is me! maybe u will ask me to get out here.
going to another contries when u are young, siting next to stranger,no one you know.. that is how i feel ...
i always though that all this had pass..
but actually is not
my feeling come back again n again..
make me feel lonely n sad..
so i always ask myself is this world really belong to me?
i hope is yes.
when ever i feel sad i will think of my grandma, no matter is pass or now..
but the feeling is difference, lastime i will only tear,now is crying
(": :")lol so big le still cry..
No matter what, i have to believe in myself! jia you jia you!
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