i think today was a terrible day for me..
i was so lost when i saw her fainted..
never went to school cos i'm having o-level oral today..
stupid me saw a banner near boon chin house writing that DONATE BLOOD event while on my way to oral..
then i was thinking to go for this donation of blood..
the worst thing is i jio boon chin to go with me..
after finish my oral , i went home to change n went to boon chin house to wait for her to go donation..
IS GOOD OR BAD??
i'm lost..

i was before boon chin, after i finish ,everything seen to be alright,then i went beside boon chin n chit chat with her..
suddenedly she told me,"i feel giddy"n she fainted..
to me i though this is normal, cos i ever see others to have same reaction as her..
after that the nurse help her to arrange the chair so that her blood can flood normal..
everything seen to be ok again after 20 min.. n the doctor say that we can leave..
then we start to walk out of the cc(the donation place)n we went to the cc toilet..
the worst thing came, she told me that she was giddy again, n she fainted again..
just infront of me, i was so scare , luckly there is a volunteer there.i ask her to carry her n i quickly ran out for help..
i think i was too panic n i think i shout at them to say faster..
i was soooooooo worry.. my hand was shaking all the way.. I'm scare..
suddenedly i feel so sorry, i shouldn't ask her to go, is all my fault for asking her to go..
luckly she was alright now..
the doctor also say that if she fainted again must call 995 already..
i think i really must take good care of her..

but the volunteer are really nice they wanted to sent us home n we keep saying nvm ..
in the end they walk us to boon chin block..
really thanks alot..
after that, we went to sit down at the staircase for a hour plus make sure that she was well..
i so scare she fainted again...
keep feeding her with drink n food..
then i call zaine to drive us to have our dinner we were sooo hungry..
wen went to jalan kayu to have prata..
home sweet home...

to boon, i'm really sorry that i make you suffering..
my tears was rolling went i see that situation..
i was lost n worry..
no words can discribe my feeling..
i really think that i was damp silly
sorry once again..
hope you will fine..

why did you wan to protect me, this were only make me feel very sad..
i'm sorry!

feeling sick n tired of my life..
always get angry easily, hate this kind of feeling ..
somehow missing all my friends..i missssss your!!
my life really suck..study study n work..
other then that ,nothing else..
have totally give out netball,haix!!!!
sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!
exam is around the corner..
i will be very busy...
hate going to school!!!!!!!!
something just irritate me, feeling sad.. i feel like crying..

Sad.. i'm sure i will watch again...!!!!

i'm back!!!
Finally NDP had ended..
back to our normal life again.. no more praticing dance n having fun together..
i will miss all of your..
went to touch comminiy center today,
everyone was super high, too bad that i do not have a camera phone
if not i'm sure that i will upload alot of photo..
live band, singing n price giving.. loves..
after the event, we all have our lunch there..
everything come to the end..
hugg n say good bye to everyone..
elize n peiting was thinking about n outing after the exam.
i wanna go sing k..
at sept..
miss your..
after that went to vivo with shiling&alicia..
went to the roof top n chit chatting..
after that home sweet home@;@