many day didn't undate my blog..
well..
feel emotional now adays..

went to NDP motivator traning today, sad that amanda is unable to join me, she sick already.. '-'
miss her, hope she recover well.. dancing make me feel very tired ..
but is fun.. haha..


seriously i really dunno why now aday i'm in bad temper,the way i speak to my parents n my brother have change, maybe because there are my closer family, i just dun wann them to irritate me..
am i chage??
i also dunno.. my mum just scold me yday,bcos of this..
crying !become my another way of distress..
i can't imagine i cry on the bus while on my way home today.. why am i become like that.. i really dunno.. thanks jes.. i love u so so so much.. thanks god that my brother bring u in to my life..
i miss all my friends, i miss my life, i miss everything..
i use to watch TV with my parent n discuss together about the show but i'm no longer doing that with them.. i keep sitting in front of computer n study.. no more TV show for me.. i miss them, somuch..so near yet so far..!!!
i feel so sorry to all of them ,sorry wendy, i shouldn't shout at u.. i'm sorry..
i really dunno why am i become like that, i hate it..
i fail my PCS test again,no more confident in my PCS already.. thanks QY for helping me.. but i still fail, study hard ba!!
after school all of us went to Expo for shopping!!!
haha.. total have 9 ppl, QY,ming en,wei feng ,marcel,wei jie,yong chuan,nicholas,amanda n me..
food fair, wow.. can't take it the guy, keep trying all the free food not pai say meh, then me n amanda walk together after that then join them.. haha.. funny QY n others wanna to make fun of handsome(vomit blood)ask him to take no. from some gals.. omg.. can't imagine he really did that..
haha..
after that marcel,amanda n me went back to school again .. the rest went back home..
amanda n i went to perm our hair.. disappointed..
at first the teacher tell us , there were help us to perm as digital perm, but ended up become wave perm.. but we didn't left , cos we dun wan them to fail the exam..
luckly that there well help us to have one free perm again..lols

going netball traning , happy that i'm in the team now..
well, we must work hard to get champion this year...jia you..
untill today then i know that we have won for 4 year of champion..
stress sia, scare later we dissapoint them..Jia You!!!
GA is new to me, last time i use to play GD ..
totally difference , but nvm .. i will put in effort..shoting.

finally!!!! 2 practical test done.. yeah!!!
hav been very down due to these test.. haix.. tired ar..
feel like having a good test..
to dear amanda.. jia you, dun think about it alr..
it had over, just continue work hard k.. jia jia jia you.. muack..

OMG!! having running noise.. I'm sick!! have to drink alot of water..
bodyache also cos of natball training..pain pain sia.. have been a week didn't go for netball training..run 100m in 15 sec.. i break my record alr.. although it sound like nth but it is damp important for me.. lols..
realise that our traning getting harder n harder..
sigh!!!!tournament coming!! 6july.. jia you.. dunnno i will be able to be part of them or not.. cos i'm the april intake.. hope i got a chance to be in the team..lols..
have been busy for this few week , 3 test plus 3 exam next week.. crazy man.. i want my free time back..!!help help..stress.. mr victor say we too concern about the online test le..
of cos.. every small little test is important to us..
no more copying for me, it waste alot of my time...
how i wish i have 48 hour per day..

stress just come to my mind during my BNI lesson ..
i dun even know what am i doing? and get stack..
tears just rolling in my eye..n turning my eyes red..
sad.. why am i so stupid??
thanks amanda for helping me..
alot n alot..
i just simple stupid n dun understand what mr roger is teaching ,dun even know what is all about..
imagine, my exam is coming next week..
crazy..
no more joke for me.. serious k..

i think i have enough stress..
that's enough for me.. well
choose make by your n if u feel confortable , just go ahead..
but the think is i hope this will not affect the relationship n others..

loves mummy!!
happy motherday!!!!@@
have breakfast at home with mummy ,papa,uncle,kor kor n jes..
wonderful !!!
finally , i got my own laptop.. thanks daddy mummy for lenting money to me to buy this.. my bb..
went to jurong point to buy my baby laptop .. thanks ah gal.. help me choose .. thanks everyone.. loves..

i hate BNI lesson n the test..
almost whole class fail..
i dun even under stand all the thing n feel so study..
open book test n i also fail..

so so so stress..suck man.. i hate my life now..

yeah.. all my hardship are worth it..
PCS test 2 PASSED! yeah!!! wooohuuuu!!get 82.1%
left BNI test on wednesday!!!.. jia you class!!

你是想怎么样，来view我是想看看我过得怎样？还是想看看我会不会变得更惨。
我告诉你，我很好，拜托你不要再来打扰我的世界。
你的这一点小动作只会让我觉得你很虚伪。
我是不会忘记你所谓的好。
谢谢你，让我看清楚你的为人。
我是已经忘记了这段所谓的爱情，但我是不会忘记你给我的痛。
不要在msn炫耀你有多爱她，我只会想吐。are you sure she will be yours forever?
one day u will feel the pain that i ever had...


恨之入骨！